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LIVE WRITE-IN TOMORROW 7 – 9PM EST

Hiiiii everyone! Making this post public to help get the word out. A bunch of patrons wanted to see more live write-ins from me, so I’m bringing them back (with Jason Dailing’s help)!

Tomorrow, June 30, 2021, from 7pm to 9pm EST, I’ll be hosting a live write-in on my Instagram. Jason will co-host! We’ll be doing writing sprints and chatting. You don’t have to write during this time! You can do something else productive. It’s just a way for us all to hold each other accountable and accomplish things!

Let me know if you have any questions. I hope to see you there!

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Exclusive Video: My Breakdown of SAW

This is a special one. My patrons are the only ones who get to see this video of me. In it, I’m breaking down the film SAW and analyzing what makes it work, using Blake Snyder’s Save the Cat structure. Please don’t share this video with anyone outside this group.

I had planned to do this with a bunch of movies, but I don’t think it’s going to happen. Still, I thought it would be fun to share this one with you!

What do you think about SAW?

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Discord Link for Anyone Who Needs It

I think Patreon gives you the link to the Discord server when you sign up to pledge, but if you still need the link, here you go! The Discord server is where we chat about writing and books and spooky things. I check it daily and it’s a lot of fun. It’s also where I’ll be streaming the movie nights, so make sure you sign up!

You can download Discord or use the web app here. There is also an app for iOS and Android. Please let me know if you have any questions!

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Welcome and Some Updates

Hi, friends! Welcome to my Patreon. Thanks for your support! I think I’d like to have our first movie night around my birthday on June 17, so stay tuned for more info and a poll about that.

As far as writing goes, I’ve been submitting short stories and need to do that more often. Please encourage me to do that more often. I enjoy it. My story “Eleven” will be part of a Pride Month special for The Wicked Library with Hailey Piper, Eric Larocca, and a bunch of other talented people.

I also got another acceptance for an anthology which I am SO EXCITED for, but can’t talk about just yet. You’ll be the first to know.

The plan is still to release my adult vampire horror MOUTH FULL OF ASHES this year, but it needs revisions. Once it’s up to snuff, I’ll ask for beta readers and get a cover design. Guess who will be the first people to see the cover… 😉

Anyway, thanks again for supporting me and my work. I can’t thank you enough.

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Mouth Full of Ashes: Part 12

Sorry for the delay! Enjoy!

“Callie,” said Elijah. “What do you think?”

What did she think? She was in over her head. Like, way in over her head. Her mind wasn’t in the right place for her to be making decisions. In all honesty, she felt tipsy, although she hadn’t had any alcohol. She was just drunk on Elijah.

The thought flipped her stomach, and not in a good way. Callie swallowed.

“Might be fun,” she offered weakly. “I haven’t been to a club in a while. What do you think, Ram? I’m game if you are.”

Something flashed in Ramsay’s eyes. Callie couldn’t place it. Nevertheless, he put on a smile. “Yeah, why not? A club sounds fun. Jabari’s been dying to teach me to dance.”

Jabari grinned like he couldn’t sense the tension, but Callie was sure he could—it would be impossible to ignore it. He pulled Ramsay into a hug and whispered something in his ear. Callie wanted to roll her eyes, but she held back. If she was trying to repair their friendship, she had to be cool.

Elijah slipped his arm around her waist and pulled her against his side. His skin was hot even through his clothes. How would it feel against hers?

She blushed again. Jesus. What was going on with her? She’d never felt so sensitive around a guy before. Maybe his cologne was messing with her head or something.

“Okay,” said Elijah. “Let’s head out to Indigo.”

“We can’t get in there,” Callie said. “The wait list is like six months out.”

“Not for us.” Maeve smiled. “Elijah calls in favors.”

Callie looked at Elijah. She almost expected him to look smug, but if anything, he shied away from the attention. Maybe he was humble after all. Although… what kind of favors did he have to call in, and what gave him pull over anyone outside the Starlight Carnival?

Then again, she had essentially just met him and already wanted to give him everything she had. There was something to be said for that kind of charisma.

“Okay then,” Callie said. “Let’s go.”

Part of her hoped that Ramsay would object so the two of them could go home and talk about how bizarre this situation was. But Ramsay still seemed mad at her, and she’d presumably come to the carnival for… something. She still couldn’t remember and maybe that should have bothered her more, but it didn’t. It was an unscratched itch at the back of her mind. Nothing more.

They all ended up walking to Indigo. Callie shouldn’t have been surprised. No one in the group had a car besides her, and they couldn’t all fit in her vehicle. The air was balmy. Callie let Elijah hold her hand even though her palm was sweaty, and it was way too hot for physical contact. It felt nice, holding hands. It had been a while.

As they walked, her thoughts wandered to Lola. Had she thought of Callie, at the party? Had she missed her?

Elijah caught her eye. He winked.

Maybe she’d made the right choice.

Elijah squeezed her hand. Callie smiled.

“Something the matter?” he asked.

She shook her head. “Just thinking. How much farther is it?”

“Not too much, darling. You don’t mind the walking, though. Gives us the chance to get to know each other better.”

How did he know her so well? It didn’t matter how long it took them to get to Indigo. Her feet had hurt, but they didn’t hurt now. She wasn’t sure what had changed. Elijah had a point, though—it was a lovely nice, and it was nice to talk to someone other than Ramsay for a change.

She looked back over her shoulder. Ramsay and Jabari held hands, too. Ramsay whispered something in Jabari’s ear, but pulled back when he made eye contact with Callie. She faced forward again, frowning. What had happened to them? How had they let some boys come between them?

“Don’t worry about them,” Elijah urged. “Your friend’s in a bad mood, but we can pull him out of it, right?”

Callie wanted to believe him, no matter what he said. He made it so easy to believe him. But he didn’t know Ramsay like she did, and he had no way of knowing what he was like when he became part of a couple. He tended to get all wrapped up in the other person, ignoring any other key people in his life.

She felt the heat of someone’s gaze—someone other than Elijah—and looked to their left. Maeve and Tahlia had been walking and talking together, but now Maeve had her attention fixed on Callie. Her eyes were wide. Was it Callie’s imagination, or did she look concerned? If she’d known Maeve better, maybe she would have asked about it. As it was, she looked away from Maeve and tried to return to Elijah.

He stroked the back of her hand with his thumb. Her head was starting to hurt. Looking at him seemed to make it worse somehow.

“I don’t know if I feel up to clubbing,” she admitted.

“Sure you do,” he said. Pain flared in her forehead, and she winced. He kept going. “We won’t stay all night, and you’ll have a good time. I promise.”

A memory of Becca, sweaty and smiling, lurched to the front of her consciousness. “Raves go all night, Cal. Gotta keep up with me and Ram.”

Becca. Callie froze. That was the reason she’d gone to the carnival. She’d gone looking for her lost bracelet.

Elijah halted with her. Ramsay and Jabari almost slammed into them, and Jabari swore. Tahlia and Maeve slowed to a stop and looked over.

“Darling,” Elijah prompted.

“I have to go back. We—me and Ramsay—need to head back to the carnival.”

“Like hell we do,” Ramsay said. “I have everything I need right here.”

But he didn’t. He didn’t have Callie, not anymore. And if she could tell him that she’d gone back for the bracelet, he would understand.

But she couldn’t find the words. They were trapped inside somehow.

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Mouth Full of Ashes: Part 11

“You’d have a great time,” Maeve promised. Was it just Callie’s imagination, or did Maeve’s smile turn sultry as she looked Callie over? Maybe she was reading too much into everyone.

But Elijah couldn’t keep his interest a secret. His gaze swept over Callie again, head to toe, and when he met her eyes, she smiled. Most men checked her out like they wanted to devour her. Elijah’s attention was thorough, but appreciative. Warm. The more he looked at her, the more she wanted him to.

“You want to kiss me,” Elijah said.

Callie reddened and gaped at him. “I… I don’t think…”

“You do, don’t you?” He raised an eyebrow. The question held no judgment, though maybe that was because it was rhetorical. He’d spoken like he knew the answer already. Was it that obvious?

She’d never felt so thoroughly embarrassed in her life. The heat of everyone’s gazes made her tremble. They awaited her next move. What was she supposed to say?

“Answer me, please, Callie.”

The words sprang from her lips. “I do.”

Elijah’s grin widened. “You could’ve said so, darling. I want to kiss you, too.”

Callie’s heart thudded. No one else moved as Elijah crept close to her, a golden vision in the firelight. She couldn’t keep her eyes off him, couldn’t look away, couldn’t move—not even when he knelt in front of her.

“I bet you taste like sunshine.” His voice was low, smooth, dangerous, just as it had been before. It made her want to give him everything. It dizzied her.

“I might.”

Elijah closed his eyes and leaned into her, hand cupping her cheek. Callie’s eyes fell shut and she met him halfway, mouth sliding against his like they’d done this before. Elijah’s lips were hot, his kiss deliberate. He made it clear how much he wanted her. His hand slid to the back of her neck. He urged her closer.

“Callie?” Ramsay asked. “What are you doing here?”

Callie broke the kiss with a gasp. Elijah pulled back, but he didn’t stand or anything. Somehow, while Elijah distracted her, Ramsay had walked into the campground. 

Jabari stood, went over to Ramsay, and gave him a quick kiss. He slipped his arm around Ramsay’s shoulders. Still, Ramsay only had eyes for Callie.

Not knowing what else to do, she stood. “I could ask you the same thing.”

“Jabari invited me. What’s going on?” He scowled at Elijah, then looked back to Callie. “Are you okay?”

She didn’t know. Her mouth and cheeks burned and she wanted to kiss Elijah again and nothing made sense anymore. She was in a strange place with strange people at a strange time of night and she couldn’t remember why she’d come to the carnival again in the first place.

“Callie,” Ramsay said.

“Yeah, sorry. I’m fine.” She wasn’t sure why she was apologizing. She had nothing to be sorry for. Hell, she’d be lying if she said she hadn’t liked kissing Elijah. It was a shame they’d been interrupted…

Shit, she had to focus. Maybe she’d forgotten to take her medicine again. Maybe that was the problem. She usually took it before she went to bed—

“It was consensual, if that’s what you’re worried about,” Elijah said.

“I want to hear it from her,” Ramsay retorted.

“I… yes, it was.” Callie chewed her lip. “I wanted him to kiss me.”

“Okay, weird. Whatever.” Ramsay crossed his arms. “What are you doing here? Assuming you didn’t drop by just to get your rocks off with… whoever this is.”

“That’s Elijah,” said Jabari.

“I can introduce myself.” Elijah’s lips were pink, but otherwise, he looked unaffected. He stretched out a hand for Ramsay to shake. “Elijah. I tend to call the shots around here.”

Ramsay ignored his hand. “You don’t own me. Or her.”

“I’m fine,” Callie said. “Really, Ram. I promise.”

“Have you met up with him before?” he asked. “Before tonight, I mean.”

Callie shook her head. Her blush deepened. “I… well, we just met.”

“An hour ago,” Elijah added.

Ramsay’s forehead creased. “You’re making out with some dude you just met? Callie, this isn’t like you. What’s going on?”

She wasn’t sure why, but she felt like she needed to defend Elijah more than herself. “He’s a nice guy, Ram. He hasn’t done anything creepy, okay? He’s been a gentleman, and he—”

“What’s his last name?”

Callie gaped at him. “I… okay, what’s Jabari’s?”

Ramsay’s face fell. “You know that’s not fair.”

“No. I don’t know that.” She put her hands on her hips. “As far as I can see, there’s no real difference, so back off. I’m a grown woman. I can make my own decisions.”

“Yeah,” said Ramsay, “shitty ones.”

Callie’s mouth tightened. What could she say to that? She had no idea why he was so pissed, but she didn’t feel like getting into it with him now, especially not in front of this group of hot people. All she wanted to do now was keep kissing Elijah and Ramsay had gotten in the way of that. She had to get him out.

As if on cue, Jabari touched Ramsay’s shoulder. “Why don’t we go somewhere?”

Ramsay didn’t move. “I’m comfortable here.”

“I don’t think you are, Ram. Come on.” Jabari tugged on his arm but Ramsay stood still, staring dead-eyed at Callie. Jabari tried again. “There’s a club not far from here. I think we all could go.”

Elijah lit up. “Think we need a night out. Could do everyone here a world of good.”

Callie chewed the inside of her cheek. She still struggled to remember why she’d come to the carnival but she knew it was important for her to be there. Normally, it would have bothered her that she couldn’t remember something that seemed so critical, but… being in the group’s presence had calmed her. Nothing else mattered besides hanging out with them.

If that meant she had to go to a club, maybe it wasn’t the worst thing. Besides, she could always come back to the carnival once she remembered why she’d come there in the first place.

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